The Gift.

The Gift That Comes From Facing the Fear.

When we are willing to turn toward
what we fear
and integrate it into our life,
then we are no longer at the effect of it.
In fact, whatever it is we turned away from,
once we turn toward it,
becomes another gift we bring.

And so it goes that fear loses the power to direct our lives,
and instead our lives become
directed by the gift itself.

-Corinna Bloom

"You could be a schizophrenic, you could be a multiple personality... you could be so many things... but if you can learn to skillfully wield your gift with a little less suppression and repression, if you can be more permissive and open to it, yet somehow skillful with it, it can go pretty far into another realm. And that's what the following is about:

You can find me in two places...both of which are one. Neither of which seems to be remotely connected to other by the usual reckoning. One place you can find me always and forever is in

the radiant suchness of interpenetrating worlds, where I am utterly, quintessentially myself and I never can forget it.

The other place you can find me ... is

wherever the need is very strong, the summons irresistible to serve, to respond, to compassionately witness and behold

what happens to those who are not in this core space that I am in. And who need from me, through me, something which I cannot but give and offer endlessly.

The vital part is to fathom where these two places join.

But that place is off any map, and I rarely fully get it myself. Nonetheless it is the only place to go to have any real idea of what motivates me.

When you inhabit a plane of existence that is in no terms bound up with the times that we're collectively caught in, and when that place is sufficiently encompassing - that is

both

sustains us way deep inside of it

and

casts us forth to intervene and mediate in the vital matters of human welfare in this world

...you just keep bringing this forth...
just keep bringing the prana through...

When I become adept at blowing my own mind, and no longer looking at myself through any customary filter, I begin to be a natural, and to be a gift to any and all who come my way.

What is that gift?

I am so tuned in from my deep center, and I am so far ranging in my ability to accept, embrace and be with whatever, that I can give the pure clearest reflection of all. I can give the purest clearest reflection of all. I can stay with myself utterly and give consummately of everything that I've got and not be depleted.

This is harder to say than it is to do.

The only practice required of me is renunciation.

To let go and just let it happen.

...And I so wish I could teach others how. I long to spread this from its source. But I find over and over again that people are not done with their personal human stories, and they won't quite believe me if I insist that you can do it this way, and it works perfectly.

Nonetheless, sooner or later I must find a path by which I can do this task of making evident the released way of operating as the next phase that will bring people through.

But just to strip away any new age dressings here, let me plainly state that being always and pristinely one way inside is something that

becomes an instinct, that is best sensed as a feeling mode,

really,

as what we do in life ordinarily, when we are not in any further sense hung up on the separatist containers we otherwise believe in.

The next stage in evolution is so quintessentially a given that I feel funny even calling attention to it. The best times for me are when nobody notices anything,

they just bask, in the radiance, receive and absorb,

and then begin to sense for themselves how - 'this is the new way to be for all of us, isn't it?' "

- Elias channeling the '30'

"To you, I would give the world
...cause I feel that when I'm with you,
its all right I know its right,
I know its right.
And the songbirds
keep singing like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
like never before...
...like never before."

Eva Cassidy "Songbird"

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